My heart thudded in my ribcage, my breath caught in my throat. It was dark in my room and only the sweet-smelling candle gave light. What had happened? Why was I awake?
My pulse loud in my ears I stood up and walked to the front door. Though I hadn’t heard anything, it was the only explanation. He had knocked.
I opened the door and a gust of wind blew by me. I caught his heels running into the mouth of his cave. My sleep-fogged mind scratched its head. He quickly returned before I could even think to shut the door.
“Here,” he said and handed me a prescription bottle. I was still confused and just looked at him standing there braless in a white v-neck and black lace panties. “For your pain. You asked me earlier?”
“Oh, right,” I mumbled. “Come in.”
He followed me through the dark and winking apartment. Christmas tree lights illuminating my questionable decisions as usual. “Lay down,” I said simply and he went to his side of the bed and climbed in.
I flopped down beside him still disoriented, my heart still not back to its usual 60. He patted me and rubbed me. We haven’t seen each other like this in days. I felt like I’d been missing him. Maybe he felt similarly because his warm hands didn’t leave my body.
“Mmm. See-through panties!” he exclaimed. I rolled over and showed him my round bottom. He spanked me and I rolled back on my belly and giggled sleepily. His hand crept to the cleft of my legs and I lifted my hips. His fingertips began a slow circle over my lace-trapped clit.
A small ball of heat appeared in my center and I gently lowered and lifted my hips. My back pain completely forgotten amidst my purrs of contentment.
His hand left me and pushed on my hip. I rolled onto my back and he returned to me. My lashes fluttered and I could see him staring at me, his head held in one hand while his other pushed me into the brightness of arousal. I looked at him as I could, but his gaze, so lustful, so him pushed me back below my eyelids. I concentrated on the sensations between my legs and in my gut.
He stopped and I realized I was panting lightly. “Did you like that?” he asked rhetorically.
“Yes. Yes I did.” My hand ran along his torso, his clothing suddenly an offense I couldn’t bear. “Take off your clothes.”
He played coy for a second and I repeated myself. He removed his shirt and ran my hand over his muscular abs covered in his light furry hair. “I feel them. I always feel them,” I crooned as I kissed each little pack. “Now take these off,” and I tugged on his shorts. “I said all of it.”
He peeled them down and I curled up on my knees, perpendicular to him and fell on his shaft with my mouth. He was huge and hard. His hand came down on my flank 1, 2, 6 times. Each smack I winced and whimpered, but didn’t hurt his tender member gingerly captured in my mouth.
“Get on your back,” he ordered.
I didn’t move. “No. I’m going to suck you.”
Then he hit me on the lace. I grinned around his glorious cock. “I said, ‘Get on your back’!” he said more forcefully.
I sucked harder and I heard him moan and he leapt in my hand. He was close. I was thinking about his jizz drenching my mouth, lips and throat when I felt another sting. “NOW, goddamnit,” he said through gritted teeth while pushing me off of him. I went to dive back down and he grabbed me by the shoulders and pinned me down, spread my knees, and slid into me.
A tumble and a wrestle, a small battle of wills where I felt us slip into our rightful, comfortable places with the sounds of a sloppy wet pussy. *click*
He drove into me slowly and bumped into my cervix. I winced and curled my hands around the bars of my headboard, tilted just so so he could get past it. He went slow, feeling my heat wrap around him with each long, unendurable thrust.
I began to whimper as my arousal spread across my chest and tendrils wrapped their way around my hips and pelvis. My cervix lifted like a good girl and he began to slam into me; I no longer had to tilt.
His beautiful face looked down at me, a slight curve of a smile on his lips. Everything I’d thought of the past few days were bubbles popping one by one overhead. Yes, I love him. Yes, this is complicated. Yes, he cares about me. Yes, it’d be nice to have more. Yes, I’m ok with what this is. Yes, I feel special. Yes, I don’t give a fuck about any other woman. Yes, I feel unendangered in his life. Yes, he wants me.
I wrapped my legs around his pumping hips and locked my ankles and drew him in closer, harder, deeper. My pussy’s squelching and the bed’s disgruntled squeaks joined my moans and helpless cries and The Neighbor’s pants. A symphony of passion.
He sat up and rested on his haunches and I pushed my bottom up onto the tops of his thighs and wrapped my legs tighter around him, my arms overhead pushing me further down his rod. He chuckled and then fell forward and wrapped his arms around me, kissed my neck and began to move again.
He sat back up and put my ankles together over my face. I began to sob and cover my face. The intensity of pleasure centered around my cunt more than I could bear. I began to gush, my hot juices running down the crack of my bottom and pooling beneath me. He slammed into me harder then gently left me.
“Stand up on and lean over the bed,” he said. I pushed myself up on trembling arms and wiggled off the bed. He handed me my vibe and entered me from behind.
I collapsed on the mattress and held the vibrating head to the bulkhead of my desire. I began to shake and tremble. He twisted this way and that inside of me. It was too much for me to cum; I was overloaded.
He gently lifted me up on to the bed and hooked his fingers inside of me as I replaced the Hitachi on my mound. He was gentle knowing that if he was too forceful I would gush and be done too soon.
Slow and rhythmic he pet me. My mind’s eye saw him glowing in candlelight, looking down at me affectionately, attentively and the swirling, curling mass of pleasure released the waters of my sex and the pool beneath me spread like a dead man’s blood. I came hard and deep and cried and bucked. He gently hung onto me and when I was done he climbed over me and laid down.
I sobbed and laughed for ten minutes. “What’s the square root of 49?” he asked me. I couldn’t remember.
We laughed and slowly pet me as I curled up into his arms and waited to return to myself. His penis was chubby, but done. I was disappointed that I couldn’t get him to cum, but he was busy telling me how awesome that had been for me to worry about it all that much and I let it go as I would a leaf in the wind.
Monday night when I’d told him Jack and Emma were definitely coming over this weekend he was excited; his face lit up and he bounced in his seat a little. “I won’t cum until they’re here, or with just you!” he’d promised. I’d only smiled and beamed inside at his acceptance of this new and strange thing entering his life and at the prospect of lots of his cum.
Laying in his arms last night I decided to broach one of the things on my mind. “So, I want to talk about this group sex stuff. I’m going to need different things from you. It’s just how I am. I know what I need based on my experiences with Troy.” He nodded and urged me to continue. “Like, for example, I’m going to need to hold your hand at that party. And I’m going to need to feel like you think I’m the most beautiful woman there. That you prefer me.”
“I know, Hy,” he said gently. “You’ve mentioned this before.” I cringed under my own absent-mindedness and continued to play with the languid meat between his legs. “Don’t worry, I understand completely.”
I sunk deeper into the mattress and splayed my fingers through his chest hair. “What are you worried about with all of this? How are you feeling about Jack and Emma coming over? Jack wants to do a ‘Sunday brunch with champagne, croissants, and lechery’.”
“I’m worried that I’m going to freak out and shut down. Or that I won’t be able to get hard. I’m pretty sure I’ll be ok, but I’m just not sure.”
“Well, what do you want to do with them? I’m not even clear on what I want to do other than have them watch us. Jack has Emma on a ‘no-refusal’ weekend as her Dom. And don’t forget, if you start to freak out, I’m there with you. You’re not alone.” He nodded his understanding.
“Do you want to fuck Jack??”
“Not particularly. I’ve never been attracted to him, but he’s a wonderful playmate and a sweet guy and he’s hung like a mule. I trust him, but no, I’d never feel like I had to fuck him. If you told me to fuck him while I sucked you, however… that’s hot and I’d do that.”
His face split into a huge grin and he stroked his chin like an evil genius. “Hmm,” he said, “That would be hot. What if we both fucked you together? How would Emma feel?”
“Emma is his sub. She’ll do anything he wants. He absolutely adores her, cherishes her. They have a wonderful bond and therefore she’s never jealous.”
We talked some more about the intricacies of group sex, how much I loved it and I could sense his exploration in his thoughtful questions. He was poking places in his psyche he’s never bothered with before.
He got up to dress and had a hell of a time finding his clothes trapped in my twisted bedding. I laughed and stretched out to turn on the light. “Wow, Hy. You look really beautiful right now,” he said suddenly as his eyes rested on my body. “Your just-fucked hair, red cheeks, the spank marks.”
“Well, thanks, TN.”
He found his clothes and slipped them on and came around and captured a nipple in his mouth. He stood and began to walk away. “Wait. Come kiss me.” He drew closer and I pulled him down to me and he crushed my mouth with his. He pulled away and I looked him in the eyes. “I’m not some pussy-hole, you know. You kiss me. Sometimes I think you freak out when you think we’re getting too close.”
“I don’t ‘freak out,’ I just pull away. We’ll talk later.”
He began to say something, then dropped it and returned his mouth to mine, deep and passionate. I rose and walked him naked to the front door and said goodnight smiling sweet smiles.