I shaved my pussy bare for him.

He played my body like an aged rock star, the strings of my body a part of his own, my notes his own voice and my reverberations deep in his bones.

I lay on my back and my lashes fluttered, the ceiling fan silently whirred.  I briefly thought, “I need to dust,” and then was jerked back by his soft tongue lapping at my pussy.  My newly shaved bare pussy.

I have resisted the trend to make myself look prepubescent for years.  I’ve ranted and raved about it, been stubbornly against it, but The Neighbor’s birthday was a couple of weeks ago and I wanted to do something special for him.  Something he’d never ask for and something I knew he quietly wanted.

“I’ve never been with anyone who’s entirely shaved,” he mentioned to me once.  “I know you think it’s nasty, but I think it’s kinda hot.  Forbidden.”  I’d listened patiently, snug in his nook, and played with his chest hair.

Lina was all shaved,” I said quietly.

“Ugh.  Don’t remind me!”

And that was the moment I made my decision.  I wanted to erase her from his memory banks and replace her with visions of my creamy, smooth cunt, shaved just for him.

I was surprised to realize that the decision felt good.  There was no pressure to conform or to “look like that.”  This was a gift for the man I love.

The night before his birthday I stood under scorching hot water and let the heat soak into my bones.  I filled my hand with cream and spread it on my little patch of hair.  My 5-blade razor made quick work on the top and I pulled and stretched the folds of my vulva to get all the little hairs hiding in the crevices.

Then, despite Dumb Dommes’ misgivings about shaving your own asshole, I bent forward, spread my cheeks, slathered on shaving cream, and carefully lay the razor in my crack and dragged outward until the blades came out hair-free.  I was smooth as a petal now.

As I toweled off I peeked at my handiwork and quickly covered back up.  It looked foreign, weird, exceptionally naughty.  I blushed and got dressed for bed, excited to see him later.  It was a good night, that first reveal.

But now his birthday had long since passed as I lay with my legs splayed as his wicked tongue stroked me.  The bristles of his beard — which he was growing just for me — were soft and scruffy on my inner thighs and plump vulva.  I was in motherfucking heaven.

He sneaked his right hand under my bottom and slipped a curved finger inside of me and my face sparkled with pleasure, my teeth chattered.  I gasped and bucked and writhed, his face clung to my center like a cowboy wearing the biggest belt buckle around.

“I need a break!” I whispered suddenly.  “Oh my God, I need a break!”  I was overloaded, on the brink of total torture, not release.  “Please, holy shit, you’re so good at that, I need a break,” I panted again as he stopped and slowly slipped his finger out.

His face was plastered with a grin and a sheen.

I closed my eyes and prepared to get a grip when I felt his finger slide back into me, only this time it was multiple fingers.  “No,” I squeaked weakly, “I can’t handle it!”  I felt both his hands on my knees spread me apart.  I opened my eyes and saw him standing between my legs, looking down at me like a hungry cat, his cock buried in my pussy to the hilt.  His dark pubic hair looked stark against my bare mound.

I imagined what he saw then: my bare body, white, with no interruptions, large breasts slightly flattened that jiggled with my giggles as I realized he’d done a switch on me.

“I thought that was your finger!” I laughed.

“I’m insulted!” he said as he thrust into me and smiled broadly.

“Multiple fingers!” I corrected myself.

He gripped my knees from underneath and hauled me closer to him.  My bottom hung off the edge of the bed.  He pushed deeply into me and the tingling from my face, which his talented mouth had begun, ebbed and traveled down to my center.  I moaned and floated away on more blooming orgasms  — pink and bright, soft, long, and cloudy — as he increased the tempo.  I let go and bounced along like a leaf on a rapid.

I wrapped my legs around his hips and locked my ankles pulling him closer.  He rammed into me and his giant cock slid up through my belly to my goddamned throat.

My hands twisted in the sheets and arched my back against him when he suddenly stopped and quietly stared at me.  I was confused.

He stooped to pick something up and held up my Hitachi triumphantly.

I shook my head No.  He nodded Yes then added, “You are going to cum with me inside of you.”

He flicked the wand on and handed it to me.  Defeated I draped my crotch with a sheet for a small buffer and pressed the head against me.  I jumped and began the climb and he started to move.

I lost myself then.  I couldn’t tell where he ended and the vibrator began.  He was my everything then.  My pleasure, my pain, my torture, my release.  He thrust again and again and I burst at the seams, light split me apart, my cells detached and I screamed and rolled my eyes like a wild mare as I was obliterated in darkness and light; his cock my anchor to Earth and to love and to life.  I was split apart like Neo with the Matrix and I began to sob uncontrollably as it went on and on and on.

Finally, I fell back into my shell.  It had released me.

He scooped me up and held me as tears spilled from my eyes.  I felt so, so small.  Eternally small.

I cried because I only ever felt this way with this man and it was always slipping away.  I cried because I didn’t deserve the pleasure.  I cried because I did.

He kissed and crooned to me and I buried my face in his chest and inhaled his sweet, clean scent.  I rolled to my back and he stroked my naked mound.  His fingers felt warm, honest.  My silly shaved pussy was worth every blush and every moment of post-feminist guilt I’d been experiencing.   A passport to 45 minutes of losing my mind will always be worth it.

He told me he would be leaving soon and I squeezed him tightly.  Happy to have made him so happy.  He loved it and I loved that he loved it.

And I felt motherfucking lucky.

It’s not every day I have someone for whom to shave my pussy bare.  He’s one lucky motherfucker.

35 thoughts on “I shaved my pussy bare for him.

  1. “exceptionally naughty” – yes, that’s how I feel about it too. And I’m glad you got over the prepubescent thing too [my wife didn’t :( ] – as one woman commented to me: if you can’t tell the difference between a grown woman and a prepubescent girl then you shouldn’t be having sex.
    And may I also say on behalf of many men (since I can’t speak for all), thankyou for doing it, despite your reservations. We appreciate those gestures.

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  2. I nearly died seeing myself in the mirror after my first Brazilian…it was so foreign to see nothing but skin. Now, after nearly 2 years, it looks wrong to see too much hair. And I wax even when I’m alone and have no chance of getting any…it’s normal to me now. But yes, the biggest benefits, other than making someone you love happy, are the new sensations… :)

  3. I cried because I only ever felt this way with this man and it was always slipping away. I cried because I didn’t deserve the pleasure. I cried because I did.

    I so love your writing.

  4. That is a wonderful birthday gift. I do love a clean shaved pussy…being one who does love oral it is nice to be able to go to town with out anything getting in the way.

  5. You know, I think the faux feminist stance of “looking like a child” is a reaction – a long lived, indignantly automatic from centuries of women NOT being in control of their sexuality and instead ruled by sovial mores. That sounds too strong but at the core, aren’t we all the Master’s of our own pussy, cunt, slit, kitty or muff ( haha) and aren’t we the ones to choose what we like. I believe choice has to have exploration to really be thorough. …and omg soft skin with millions ( it feels like millions ) of exposed sensors to a tongue or touch – Mother Fucker Please!!!!! LOL!

    • I totally agree that my guilt is silly. What can I say?? I’m at that age where guilt is just ingrained in me!

      Love all your thoughts on this and I love you!! xx Hy

      • I used to think the same way – but it was like a reaction. There was no reason. Why do we automatically think – “I don’t want to look like a little girl?”. Or…go deeper and we’re really judging men to be pedophiles, right? Bare skin , like someone mentioned earlier is nice for oral sex, not to mention for the woman. Is THAT it – we’d rather judge the man as having pedophile tendencies, rather than explore it or talk openly about the benefits in just being sexual. Yeah – I know – I overthink it but it’s an old judgement and the majority of men who like it can’t be pedophiles. I love you too Hy, Jayne

      • This is a brilliant point! One I’d never thought of, but one I think is completely valid. I think I may borrow it for when/if I ever get into another discussion about Brazilian’s (the pussy, not the people!).

  6. Hey girls. How do you feel about shaved sack and cracks. I had my front, sack and crack waxed for shelly. She loves it. She says it feels so good when I’m in her.
    As for oral well that has got her going down on me twofold x.

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